Healing

I was so inspired by Heal on Netflix I had to take some notes and share some thoughts, I hope you all are encouraged by what I have to share. Blessings.

When I was a child, I saw a doctor a lot, I was sick off from school and no one knew why but I did. It was fear and anxiety of being physically bullied every day by other students with the combination of stresses already in my home environment. This would affect any child unable to understand or process through emotions especially when I knew I couldn’t tell anyone because no one would help me. The doctor in his careless nature gave me Panadol for whatever symptom I would experience like a sore stomach or fever. I ended up getting Liver failure from the Panadol but also my external environment affecting my internal environment. My subconscious mind was more powerful than I could ever know as a child causing my health to plummet. I was taken to a naturopath and as he predicted the time frame for healing, I was healthier and healing in more ways than one. Another example was when I began high school and I was drowning in a traumatic environment once again, not saying anything and things were allowed to build up. I lost hair, eyelashes and I looked very unwell in general. Only once I made p my mind to heal and get my hair back, did it begin a journey of healing.

It would seem people are more reactive than preventative when it comes to illness. We tend to get to such a bad state and respond in fear and try to fix it and patch it over and never really deal with the root issue. Know what triggers it .here has to be something inside that is releasing that trigger response from receiving a trigger.

I believe fully that healing begins in the mind. Many people don’t ever really heal because of one of these reasons: they find it easier to not change their habits or lifestyle, so nothing changes, it accumulates, manifests and diversifies or they also begin change, start o feel better and stop, it’s like filling a car up a little bit then stop. You can drive but only a short distance until it runs out again. Healing begins within your ability to believe other than what you know, what your environment can dictate or how your life has taken on the subconscious environments over the years and years of life. Detox is never quick and easy or even enjoyable, it’s painful, birth is painful, life is painful but all great changes in life come from the pain of changing and growing, ridding yourself of the old and receiving in gratitude the new. If you can believe it every day you can feel it, triggering the brain chemistry to start that healing. It all comes from the choices we make from the things we think or feel and how we respond to them.

Our ideal of health and health structure is set by those who have told us what health is or is not. They tell us what is healthy and what is not, yet all the while we never take responsibility for our health and look into what we are being given or told. Health is not just exercising to hide our binge on processed foods the night before or a seemingly healthy breakfast, it’s our environments that affect us every day. The Earth/outdoor environment around us, it affects us either positively or negatively. The external like our stressful work or home environment. It is our Internal environment, our consciousness interprets our external environment. Our nervous system affects our internal based on our external. SO belief is beyond biology. We can undo diabetes, unhealthy relationships with food and alcohol by getting to root issue of why we do what we do, including accept a negative environment. We also absorb from our subconscious environment from those around us and their behaviours. Trauma, alcoholism, conflict all affect us till later life that our filter of life becomes so tainted by that subconscious mind. Recognising that these stressors are important in our healing. it’s the first step.

Emotional freedom is an important part of healing. It allows us to go to those parts where things are accumulating mentally and emotionally. This subconscious reaction again does affect us, our brain is sending signals constantly throughout the body and if they are coherent waves then healing, growth and repair begin. Stress breaks this and it causes a breakdown, the waves are jagged and the brain receives this message matches it. Just like a polygraph we need to read these signals. they are either a notice or warning of your situation. I do remember every time without fail when I made up my mind and changed my life, it did. Everything aligned into the right way I needed it to be and my whole and all environmental factors changed because I changed them creating a new safe place where I could thrive and not feel like I was being suffocated.

if you want to prevent disease, prevent build up. It begins not in just physiology but psychology, but also forgiveness. All thoughts happen within us every day and affect us whether we know it or not. When we forgive we release all anger resentment. It doesn’t let them off the hook but forgiveness is about ME letting GO and you let go of all victim mindset or pain you hold onto and you generate healing because we all know that our thoughts can consume us just as much as the disease can.

This is the basic step-by-step process in which our health can begin to nosedive over time:

  • Accumulation of just too much energy in our system
  • Stress – keep taking on stressor
  • Localisation – they find a weak spot and manifests and diversifies

Health is not just a prescription from the doctor, it’s not constant gym sessions or “health foods” full of preservatives and additives. It’s everything you put into your world and how you absorb it too. Walking in nature, slowly, breathing, focusing, calming, is more effective than taking a panadol, sitting in front of a computer in a building. That’s how we were made to live, in a connected environment not a separated, cold or clinal area. Exposure to life strengthens us and grows us. Our mind taking processing both these scenarios creates enjoyment of stress. We should not dread our life but thrive in it and sometimes that means small changes creating a new routine. I know a lot of people disregard holistic natural healing and health care because it’s just so ‘unreal’ but it gives us a much-needed break. We stop, let go and change a thought or emotion, we learn to let go of said thoughts or emotions that we kept, that kept pushing us to break ourselves down and cause us issues within ourselves.

To combat these I try what would be consider alternative methods, which is incorrect because there is nothing alternative about going for a walk or just breathing in sea air. I truly believe a high dose of antibiotics as an uncertain solution is the alternative method and still doesn’t provide healing but destroys all good and bad bacteria in our gut. You can’t have just conventional medicine or spiritual/energy healing. I believe that the eastern way of life QiGong has the right balance of understanding plants as medicine and how to live a lifestyle where emergence can take place and transformation is completed. No short cuts.I hold the belief that health is from within, we decide what affects us, how we heal. I have found that it begins with our daily intake of food, what are we putting into our body, it’s like a fertilizer that nurtures and nourishes our physical body and affects our gut which affects our subconscious and emotional state.

So the connection is there. Meditation or belief in entanglement has become another clarity where I can use this as a tool for security in myself, my emotional and spiritual state are at ease and helps ease my thoughts and calm my soul. My consciousness is now under control and not out of control. Creating an environment in my home or work takes work, I can create a personal environment in my home where I can clean and organise and personalise to my joy, my work I can just add joy and peace into others lives and try not to absorb their energy and hopefully influence them into positive energy changes which are like the domino effect, changing their thoughts, emotions, spirit and body.

Science doesn’t have all the answers yet but that doesn’t mean these things aren’t real. There is nothing wrong with an open mind to see healing and change alongside changing our routines, habits, thoughts into new and positive ways. , healing cannot be one without the other, it needs all of you to work together and work towards that goal of healing, think it, breathe it, feel it every day. That’s where the healing comes from. Focus on life, something that brings you joy, spend time doing things that make you feel good, life is such a blessing and happening all around us. I don’t have all the answers but I certainly have more from what I’ve been through.

Love of the Earth, Love of Each Other and Love of our Children

Heal – Netflix

Todays Meditation

I had a lot on my heart and mind today (as usual) so I took time this morning to be very intentional on answers, healing and shed light by digging deeper into the why of it.

I have begun to feel like I am always being left empty handed in relationships, it’s a one way street and they are like a blackhole of emotion and resources. I keep pouring in and it all keeps disappearing and there is never any return. I really had to dig deeper to understand that I was not only giving to a endless void but also that wasn’t the part that hurt, it was the fact the I would give unconditionally and never once did I receive that in return.

As I closed my eyes and breathed deeply, I saw three things I want to share with you and I hope this helps others who may be struggling with this too. The first was a large great white shark, it was just in front of me, we were face to face. Sharks represent two things, your desire for productivity, the ability to keep moving and stay focused, but it also represents how we can be in relationship with someone or be the person who is greedy and scrupulous. For me this just made sense. I had faced many sharks in my life so far but this one was different because I heard a voice say become the shark. For the first time I felt I could take the power back after identifying the root issue in my relationships and how I thrive with productivity and a constant movement forward in my life. I thrive for progress.

The second image was an Anaconda, it was wrapped around a large tree trunk and was calm. Snakes in general represent a transformation, a shedding of skin. You are the centre of the changes but there is nothing to fear. The Anaconda specifically comes as a reminder that we cannot control everything, to let go of the outcome and allow things to unfold. For me this is was always are hard thing to do, but this has been a recurring message over the last few days. It’s time for me to stop being so overactive in my energy and allow change to occur and most importantly, not fear it.

The third was the colours I saw during this time was the correlation to how these issues were affecting me emotionally and physically. They were white and violet which are related to source energy flowing to intuition and purple which relates to our third eye which helps us see all perspectives and helps with intuition work. As someone whose strength is in intuition and knowing, this was a great sign as seeing colour during meditation is a sign of it healing and unblocking.

For many this means nothing, for me this means everything. I have a message, to understand the sharks in my life, to breakdown the root of an issue and know I can now transform the issue into a solution, I can embody the shark by keeping my progress continual. I know when I focus on an issue I begin to clear out any blockages by meditation and digging deeper. These three proactive ways increase our ability to change. We can change our circumstances, ourselves and heal all in one when we just take the time to sit, be still and allow ourselves to work through it and see it clearly.

Sometimes we avoid this so we don’t have to acknowledge or accept the pain we have or have inflicted in ourselves as well as needing to change. I think more than anything the fear of it holds us back and doing so holds us back in every way mentally , emotionally, physically and spiritually. So I encourage you, even if you don’t have any issues surrounding your thoughts and emotions at this time, still take the time out to just breathe, relax and unwind. You don’t need to receive anything, you can just let go and allow your body to recharge itself, which is more important than your phone!

Broken Pieces

How can I know pain until I’ve felt its tightening grip. How can I know heartache until every last thread has been ripped open. Every part of me is broken, I am like shattered glass on the cold and harsh hardwood floors, these are your words.You keep pressing down harder until you break me. I am the broken pieces lying on the floor for all the world to see. You have taken all my dignity and let me be seen.You will not respect me and sweep my brokeness into a heap.You throw me away like the broken toy I am to you, I am broken because of you.

Lying amongst the trash in a heap, I reflect the suns rays. I attract without know someone else who will come some day. They see my shimmer and watch my glittering shine. They pick up my pieces and think I’m divine. Carefully know I am collected, laid on their table to be reconnected. Here I am slowly but sure, with tender hands I am no longer broken.They stand back to see me as I once was, but this time I have been strengthened. Here I am no longer in Broken Pieces.

 

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