Before you read on I want to add this in, I personally believe the one divine creator is God. Now you may believe something different but I do believe we can agree that there is one ultimate being who is good and kind. It is my personal experience, I’ve seen what I’ve seen and can’t change that and I know what truth has been revealed to me. I also know this is something we can’t take that away from each other. I know the whole spiritual realm seems to be either far fetched, evil mystical or only good based on a certain faith, but no one chooses this and I know now, we are gifted with it. I also believe it connects us. This is so much more than what spiritualism etc has been portrayed or used for, this is the bigger, real, every day picture.
So, if you want to be encouraged read on —
It’s been an interesting morning spiritually and I wanted to share with all what has been taking place over the last 24 hours. It’s amazing how we are entering into existence when we finally learn to be connected to our higher self. This lesson starts from yesterday afternoon, I was on my way to do the kindy pick up and I began to have a somewhat comedic but cute thought about myself as a bumble bee and I was dancing upon a sunflower. Strange, odd and completely relevant. I had received a reading from another person later that day and I have been given the Cosmic Flower. I didn’t make any correlation at the time but I had received the answer I was looking for unwittingly before the actual reading was revealed. It’s a process to learn to dig deep into my visions and learn from them, understand, process them and acknowledge their validity.
In short, this Cosmic Flower I had received activates our remembrance of the place we call home – the core from which we pour our magnificence out into the world. It didn’t mean too much to me then as I hadn’t put the vision to the reading together. It was encouraging and interesting at the least at that moment. Well, fast forward to today, I came home from kindy drop off, finished a phone call and was weighed down by anxiety. My heart could not stop hurting. So I decided it was time to meditate and dig deeper into what was going on and find the answers I needed. Needless to say, it took me a long time to really relax and focus on my morning meditation, so after really trying to hone into what was happening inside me I decided it was time to write it out if thinking deeply wasn’t going to get this healing process started.
Suddenly it was like the vision and the reading clicked together in my mind and it made so much sense. I realised I was the bee but this time it was God who I had to seek as he was always my Cosmic Flower. I began to see spiritually, that I was sitting and around me was like a tornado wall of fire and it would just circle around me, I began to see the colour orange as well. Orange represents fire and expanding energy. It was like all these pieces were forming together, that I finally was clear on what was going on inside me. Then I heard a voice, it said: I am Your Source. It has been repeating itself over and over and I can’t believe how deeply this resonates with me.
Know you have the background let me put this all together. I am the cause of my own pain and anxiety, I chose my own “power” over Gods ability. He is our source which means when I need to do something, He is the one powering me with all ability. This has given me so much as peace as I’ve come to learn of who I am and as I embrace my gift. I resisted my true self for song long in fear of what I would become but again God has reminded me I would never turn to evil or be as people would call me, I am given a gift from him to help others and He alone is the source to my power, He provides all I need as I need it.
WOW.
I am humbled by this increase in generosity and freedom I know accept into my life. I reminded gently a God transforms me into something new, something I’ve always been and someone who is not evil but good. He knows what he is doing and that no one can tell me who I am or what I am or what I do is right or wrong because God has told me that it is from Him. So today, if you struggle as I do to embrace your true nature, do it because God wants you to know you are his, He is your source and He only gives good gifts. If He has given us these good gifts no one can take them away unless we decide to hide them. Then we will be at war with ourselves internally causing things like anxiety, stress, heartbreak. Remember the ultimate divine being is our source, what more could we want or ask for! He will teach us and guide us and all we need is in Him. No games or tricks are required to hone into who you are and use your gift because you are already connected and well equipped. All we need to do is acknowledge Gods our Cosmic Flower and we will be so grounded and centred. HE WILL PROVIDE ALL THINGS. Not some, select or maybe, but ALL THINGS. He knows our needs. He is our grand creator after all.
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