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July 28, 2019December 31, 2021

Black Mirror – Hang the DJ

So like all Black Mirror episodes, we are taken on a journey into the future where things seem all too familiar. This episode reflects on a system that gathers information on individuals over a series of relationships. Frank and Amy, our leading gent and lady, are absolutely perfect for each other, they know it, we know, but the system decides against it. They enjoy a 12 hour “relationship” all thanks to a system that is 99.8% accurate and successful for the perfect match, or so they say.

So as many people know how the episode goes, I’m not here to give a rewrite but share what stood out to me, my takeaway message as you would have it. We seem to believe or convince ourselves to stay in the wrong relationships. Whether it be because it’s convenient, deeper emotional issues like trauma bonding, or just convincing yourself you have to be in it for any reason. Yet the ones we desire most we believe or convince ourselves we aren’t able or allowed to. Why do we do this to ourselves, I know I am very guilty of this. For an array of unbelievable reasons, I stayed in a place that was not my home as you would have it. It was not a place of comfort, support or representative of any love whatsoever.

I find it baffling that we have this mixed up psychology in relationships, that we can seek out unhealthy and incompatible people and somehow try and bond to them. Why? Not everyone does this, and I know for a fact it has a lot to do with how we are treated and reared from birth well into our early adult life. We feel this sense of duty to those who are not reciprocal in our affections and understanding of our needs, or those who have diminished our self identity and tell us who we can or cannot choose to be loved by. No, I don’t mean the people who are right in their warnings, but those who are controlling of all our choices.

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The other part that stood out was this understanding of how terrible the experience of having to endure meaningless relationships, one after the other. You’re waiting and hoping for it to end, or you’re full aware that it will end soon enough, and it’s so tiresome emotionally. The right match we search for, find and hold onto, yet it seems like everything including a flawless system tries to pull you apart. You will know if you’re a perfect match, you’ll know your twin flame, the other part of yourself.

It would seem the moment we take back our power and stop watching the clock is also the moment the greatest fear comes of if it had to end just like every other relationship because even though you know it’s the one, there could be this moment where we lose it all. Fear and terror of past emotional trauma takes over, and it would seem that we become the cause of a foreseeable end or issue to arise. We program ourselves into responding so negatively, we hurt ourselves before anything even happens.

The biggest take home message I have is, don’t ever give your power away or anyone to decide your life for you or leave it up to chance. It’s all you, you know who you draw to yourself and vice versa. We’ll know how to navigate through it because it is ours.

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July 9, 2019

Creating a New You, it all starts and ends with you.

When it comes to starting over it’s hard to find a good resource or trustworthy place of information on how to change yourself initially, to form healthy habits and break old ones and find a way to become new but the newness being the rebirth of being your true, authentic self. I recently got asked by a dear friend for some recommendations on who I had been following on platforms like youtube. After sending screenshots and links I knew I had to share with you all these links to a higher life. There are many people out there who are doing things true to their nature or not, true to being focused on the light or sharing darkness instead. When we think of the spiritual realm and for those who know its truth and those who are seeking it, we can find an answer at every turn. It may not be true, it may not be right or it may be completely off par. It’s so difficult to find the truth we seek when what we feel, the change that takes place is indescribable but we know surely the answer is out there.

Thats the thing about spiritual growth we look for the visible magic but have been fooled to believe that’s all it is. It is buried deep inside us, to grow from our own nurturing of soul and mind. So to help you along I want to share some great beginning places I took basic steps and thoughts from and grew more on my own. I began with The Holistic Psychologist, now I know everyone raved about it but I had finally decided to give it a look and see what the fuss was about. It began my journey, I started with future self journalling and that helped solidify my time of sitting, meditation, reflection, just reconnecting with myself. I began to work on the past, change my heart and I saw real changes. This led to Candace Van Dell, I found her on Instagram than on youtube. Her videos were very encouraging as she began to dig that little bit deeper and I started to see who I was as an Empath. This gave me a form of my identity and who I was, who I had pushed to the back of consciousness for a long time.

I began to follow my instincts and I joined multiple groups on Facebook for empaths, which lead to great discussions opening the window to the truth of my gifts. These gifts I held dear and kept secret because I was at the constant strike of criticism and control, I realise now how broken in spirit I was to be trying so hard to get these people to just trust in me and to know who I am. I learnt more about myself than ever before in any way because I allowed it to come to the forefront of my existence, I can feel it at all times working with harmony in my soul, heart and mind. There are many gifts that come with being an Empath, old soul, even a light seed. I have learnt to trust, grow and express my gifts and strengths, to which I love to use to guide others in their journey forward, they also are used to teach me about our world as it was fabricated and woven together for the good of all mankind. My need for answers has grown and I no longer look to others for answers when I know they are always within. I have my list of music saved and changed on Spotify from all music that was noise that created emotion, fed emotions or blocked emotions within me to now sounds that clear energy blocks, aid in relaxation and meditation, for focus and writing. I’ve learnt I don’t need “words of advice” from others when I can hear my own and know the real truth because of the conviction it bares, I know this wholly because I can feel it.

I have learnt to trust myself and I ask you do the same. There will always be opposition and fear of who you are and what you’re capable of, from others and maybe even yourself but if you are in the light then remind yourself who you are and where you’re gift comes from. We can’t do these things without the strength of our source and giver of gifts. People practice many things but those who can create real change do no matter what the opinion and opposition of those around them. Not hatred or haste, but the real spirit of love and light can guide the way. I hope these basic beginnings help you to, to even get started, encourage, find your way and you take your growth in your own hands. Your destiny always belongs to you and you alone have the power to bring life to yourself and to others.

Bring to life all that’s within, let it bloom, let it begin.

July 8, 2019

Creating an Attitude for Gratitude

Notes: 4 laws of Attraction for Abundance and Money Tips – Healthier Mindsets and Wiser Financial Choices not Get Rich Quick Schemes. These points aren’t just for money they are for every aspect in your life, we have a lot to be thankful for and abundance is for every area of our lives.

I have taken some notes down from a really interesting video from Mind Movies and shared some points with you guys to read over. To start though, I would like to share why I’m working through this. Money has become such thorn in my life, all I get asked is for it, if I have it and when they can receive it. Bills, emotional strain and stress is bred from it. I don’t love it but I still want things to revert back to when it was just my power and control over it, when it was a ticket to my enjoyment and fruitful abundance of experiences and live well lived. I know already that I need to change my heart attitude to gratitude and my negative speech to projections of I can if I want to. I already make good and wise choices and need to give myself credit for how I manage money and manage it well. That is the only reason things are paid and taken care off because I do not spend outside my means, I have self control and I need to feed into these positives more and give myself credit for what I do.

The point that stood out for me to share with people I know would benefit is to think before you spend. There are too many opportunities where they waste their money and then are stuck from their lack of planning and instead of holding out or saving their money to pay their bills, they spend it on things that should be considered luxury items, things you buy if you have money left over. If you’re like me I hope these points help you work it together for your own good and you learn to say no to people who need to learn to manage their own wealth. You are not their piggy bank. I like this mind shift because it a reminder to respect myself, how negative others are with their actions and how my wealth is not theirs to squander. This isn’t about instant wealth but learning to make wiser choices and I think that is the reality of the mind shift and the real value of money.

Focus on the good :

what you focus on expands
any thoughts or feelings you may have like stress, regret worry, these things will keep growing and causing more problems because you keep expanding them
focus on all of the good things you have right now, allow these things to expand and help you vibrate at a higher level attracting what vibrates at a higher level
visualisation – what is the solution to my challenge
be conscious of the money stories you tell yourself – watch how you speak e.g.” I can’t afford to” versus “It’s not a priority right now”.

Be grateful:

there is absolutely no point resenting or regretting choices you have made in the past
these thoughts keep you tethered in the past
be grateful for all the wonderful things you do have and are going to have in the future
there is power of the law in expressing gratitude

Get clear about what it is you want:

besides debt free and being able to pay bills, what else is it you want it to do
you want to visualise well, feel the emotions of what the future is going to be with what it means to us and what its going to do for us
law of attraction money affirmation

Celebrate your success:

getting closer to your financial goals, ending debt
writing your wins, what went right for you that day
make sure you celebrate the small victories and shifting your vibrations
take just a few moments to analyse if this is something that is necessary, worth while, best for the future for me and my loved ones

I hope this helps you even to decide what are somethings in your own life that need to stay or go, what financial priorities do you have or what goal are you working on? You can change your life, you just need to change your mind then your actions. Good luck. X

July 6, 2019October 1, 2019

My understanding of the purpose of Crystals

So I have been transitioning myself a lot lately into who I am and exploring the avenues available to me. I’ve met a lot of interesting people and joined a lot of groups (thanks Facebook and Instagram) and have found myself growing every day in new ways. Which all in all is such a breath of fresh air and a blessing.

One of the ways I look to grow myself is to understand different paths available to us that we can use tools and knowing everything around has life, vibration and is in coexistence with us. The interest in things like crystals and gemstones has come on in the last week or so and just wanting to understand why I am so drawn to rose quartz of all things! I hate being cliche and feel like rose quartz is the stone every has and loves but getting over myself and may need to be unique, it’s exactly what I need. I am truly rose quartz, I lead with my heart and hope all else follows.

To love is my highest calling and desire, I ensure it is constant action and that I allow it to be a timeless reminder. I don’t love broken relationships as I feel them break me, I never allow poor excuses to stand in my way and through hell and high water you will know I love you. I learnt to understand this was not a curse but a blessing and as an Empath with a desire to love, I could accept it’s intensity and learn to respect those who were worthy of it would show it and not use my endless resource as a toy. I learnt self-respect and learnt to love myself.

Rose quartz represents all things to do with your heart, like self-affirmation, self-esteem, balance emotion and confidence. Which all sounds pretty good, but the deeper I go and the more I tune it I realise that we use crystals and are connected to them because they are a reflection of who we are inside and I believe rose quartz calls to me because it is the reminder I need to refuel, refresh, cleanse and release the love needed around me. It is the reflection of who I am. We choose the stone that stands out the most, that we are drawn to and it is the constant reminder of our strength to love, to forgive, to heal. Beautiful right? I’m honestly in awe of this revelation and greater appreciation and understanding of our creator creating these beautiful reminds for us to vibrate higher.

We should embrace ourselves as we do others and encourage ourselves as we encourage others but most importantly when we feel lost, remind ourselves it’s our time to shine. We can learn a lot of crystals especially as an Empath, just as they need cleansing and recharging, so do we! Whether that’s through the water to cleanse, earth to be grounded, the moon to be recharged or the sun to help us shine brighter, we can and should take these reminds as gospel. We can and will activate those around us and our energy will transform them for the better.

Let’s wash off the history of yesterday and glow in today’s glory.

Love to you all and I hope you find your crystal/s to remind you daily of who you are and show you your reflection, may they help you through your day.

Note: I can understand there are people may think they’re just empty objects, pretty to look at, used as a sham in a spiritual movement or even something used in sinister practices, but they’re not. They were created just as we are with life and energy. Finding deeper meaning in a precious stone doesn’t make you unreasonable, unrealistic or wicked, it shows your awareness into the life ALL around you.

July 6, 2019July 7, 2019

Eliminate Self-Limiting Beliefs

I had the privilege of joining an online webinar about Eliminating Self-Limiting Beliefs and it was very encouraging to hear others in similar situations with the ability to change and grow from it. I want to share with you all about reflecting on my own life, where the self-limiting beliefs came from, how I can identify them and now, how I am to shift my paradigm with my mind. I know I want more so it’s time to heal what was done and let myself be free from all these ties. Starting with reflecting on my whole story so far, I can see issues that I am held back in:

My mind, I feel like I don’t have control over my own life, I think about a lot of regrets held in the past.
My heart, not allowing myself or being allowed to love freely, as I choose. I had to pretend to be someone else and go against my own desires.
My soul, not truly living or feeling peace, my heart and soul are connected and they both were tied together and weighed down by the actions and choices of others. I was very controlled and didn’t realise I could choose for myself because every-time I expressed myself, ideal or desire for the freedom it was taken away, broken down.
My relationships and expression of intimacy, I was very restricted and controlled, it broke me a lot and created a lot of unhealthy relationship patterns.
My financial freedom, I am the only responsible person financially and have people who demand what is mine from me, this made me doubt my abilities and self-worth a lot especially in a work environment, career progression and confidence to do what I loved.

As you can see there was a lot of limitations and doubts being set, due to outside influences. My biggest strength, my heart and soul, became a great weakness because they instilled me that I was not my own person, I could not choose for myself and I could not live as I had desired. In my duty to create a better future for myself, these are the positive affirmations I have made to match the self-limiting beliefs I have held for a long time.

My mind, self-belief in me, that I am able to see what I want to do and how I choose to live my life and that I will live it and succeed.
My heart, love as I choose and accept who I choose into my heart.
My soul and actual living, who I am and how I choose to see myself and live is based on the inner workings of me.
My relationships and expression of intimacy, used wholeheartedly and unsuppressed, it is healthy, flourishing and to be known as a beautiful part of human existence.
My financial freedom, I have no restrictions and love and use this tool to create an incredible life of care, generosity and provision for my future generations. My own life is excitable and well lived.

My Mantra for Unleashing My Beliefs:

I give myself the key to freedom, to see myself flourish and grow. To be successful and prosperous. To live the life I choose, not one laid out for me, one that does not benefit me or love me. I was not made to limit myself, so I do not give anyone else the power to create limitations for me. I will live my most authentic, blessed, full life where I bless others and I am blessed by those around me, those who love me.

I hope you can work through your own self limiting beliefs and write out what was and what is to be. Sit, envision, believe it and when you enter into those situations create it. With the power of your mind and spirit, you energy and higher vibration will draw these things to you like a magnet. The truth I’ve realised is we attract and accept either positive or negative environments, people, emotions. So it’s time to address what’s really going on and begin to make a change.

July 2, 2019September 22, 2023

Photo & Energy Readings

I had someone in a group I’m in asked “how can you read a photo without your own assumptions?” That was a great question. It’s easy to know yourself in that moment of higher knowledge and understanding and just share the information you’ve been given once you’ve practiced in a safe environment, like this group. I find meditation helps because you intentionally silence all other noise of life and learn to tune in, I know because I feel it in my heart and my head gets this download of information. If you’re not sure, don’t doubt yourself. You may be receiving another part even if others are saying similar things that may be different to what you received. In that moment ask yourself how do you feel, become aware of what slight changes happen when you tune in. To not have an assumption, you must clear you mind and heart of how you feel and allow the spirit to enlighten/inform you on the situation. I don’t read all but the ones who explain their situation I find I can get a lot of information for, its like pieces of a puzzle go together and I can see an image, even if they give a short description of feeling sad and life’s tough you’ll see it in their eyes. I’ll get a hunch or inkling feeling and follow where that leads my thoughts. It’s a lot of practice for trust and tuning in to the guide.

MAAAANNN, I’ve come a long way since following my spirit guides. This was an incredible time of awakening and actioning. It’s them, they know, they just tell, if you ask politely. Fast forward to 2023 and we are rolling and I am ever changing.

June 27, 2019

Shining Star, the Inspirer

So, what have a learnt today in my meditation and time away from the unruly noise around me? The importance of the message, the ability to inspire others to create change and impact others and how we tend to get so fixated on our own importance and role in inspiring and influencing others and the credit we get for sharing the gifts and messages we receive so freely.

I really want to focus on the negative mindset behind the ability to be recognised. We crave it and need it, with social media platforms like Instagram we are allowed to feed this desire for admiration and validation. The majority of us don’t use it as a tool to reach the masses but as a step stool for our own ego. We haven’t learnt how to silence the need inside to be validated so we feed it so we feel it may stay quiet. How did we forget that we are already so worthy and beautiful? With insecurity and isolation, we are sacrificed to the loneliness that hurts the most, but with a filter, we can filter our reality and create a place where we feel we can mask our true identity. We should be considering our own pain as a thing of beauty, to use as its own tool to healing deeper inside our hearts and minds. We can embody the virtue of the spider, weaving our own truth to share with others to help enlighten them, help them grow and break old ways and form a new future that is filled with light, love and hope.

In amongst eh confidence and interesting lives and talents people share are we really helping make a change in the world with them or do we use them so we can exalt our status or so we can use it as a tool to help others. Are we so broken we are fixated on our own darkness that we can find the light in us and share it with others? These are just some of the thoughts and questions that stood out in my daily meditation for this morning. That it is the message that is important not me the messenger. I am not the creator of my own gift but God is the creator who decided to give it to me freely, so I should do the same, share who I am with others. That being someone who has been through the darkness and comes out somehow with the light shining ever brighter. It is not my own success that I share but the ability to understand and that what I’ve been through is a gift to share from what I learnt.

We all have our own gifts and abilities to give into this world and instead of hiding them, disregarding them as relevant or already cutting ourselves down with premeditated thoughts of others negative responses, let’s just give. There were so many times I longed for an honest answer to one of my life’s difficult questions and no had the answer or no one had the guts to tell me the truth. I realise now it’s because they couldn’t even be honest and real with themselves about their own situation and life. So here we all are, together on one big beautiful planet we all can call home, maybe we should act more like a family than enemies and maybe the world would change for better. We can’t change the whole world but we can change our immediate self, our own situation and life and that if we all do this we do impact the space around us. We can change the world but only if we change our own selves, inside out.

I hope this encourages you to think about your own self, what you’re going through and how you feel. Begin to seek answers and dig a little deeper. You will find the healing you need and then comes the freedom. You will be comfortable for the first time in a long time, your cares and worries begin to dissipate into non-existence. You will begin to bear the light to shine into others lives and help them where they are at. You will begin to make a difference. It doesn’t need to be recognised by national television for it to be important, just by the person you pour into. Sometimes it’s the actions others can repay that mean the most, that when we take action that cannot be returned we’ve truly fulfilled the law of humanity, to love one another.

Let’s change our mindsets from ME to YOU and the only way to do that is to deal with ourselves first then we can use the strength we have to help others. I believe in all things good as irrational as that may seem, it keeps me flowing right and that flows into those around me. That’s better than a constant toxic person, right? Think about it. We all have the power to impact those around us just with a word or attitude. So choose wisely what energy you choose to manifest into being around you and into others.

June 27, 2019

The Negative Opinion, the False Identifier.

I have this issue I seem to fall under – trying to show people that I’m not the negative person they say I am. People’s opinions matter to me. It’s a problem I developed when I was 18. I had a lot of conflict and hardship and it just destroyed me how I was constantly being talked about so negatively. I was never good enough and always attacked in groups by people who were supposed to be righteous and important. Their actions proved otherwise.

It broke every part of me to have to comprehend people I was supposed to trust and depend on slander and gossip, tell me the lies they spread about. It was awful. My problem was I couldn’t hurt and I fly and I desperately wished they would see the truth and light about me. Until now, I realise how much emotional damage they’ve inflicted. I couldn’t live my life to the highest, truest calling I had in me. I had years stolen and emotional damage like only a few would understand. I still crave who I am but this time I’m trying to come against all the damage they’ve done over the years with their words. I had enough, I was done with thinking with regret about my past and all the abuse I faced.

So today, I hope I can encourage whoever needs to see this. Stay true to you no matter what they say. You can’t change evil, you can be the good you are though.

June 22, 2019June 22, 2019

Learning to accept the Flow of Life

For a while now I’ve noticed a tight heart feeling inside me. This started after my first child was born. I’ve only realised now how I’ve felt for a long time, that I had to be in control of every situation because I simply couldn’t depend on any else to come and help me when I so desperately needed it. This was even before having children. I had been pushed into an overactive state and never really got to release myself out of it. When it seems like everyone else in your life has expectations and negative responses for you, you begin to work overtime.

Mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually I can feel how much damage it has done so far and how I can’t relax properly. I never unwind. Today is one of those days where I finally noticed how much I’ve learnt from my own short journey with meditation and reflection. I was meant to be moving the mass of boxes into our new home, I was going to be pre-emptive with how much I could achieve before actual deadlines would appear but I began to let go and realise how overactive I am functioning in this thought pattern. How again, I had a plan to help myself but today was having none of it.

I’m going to move a small load on my own, I’m okay with this because despite how much I would try my best in this situation if roles were reversed I have to stop projecting what I’ve been forced to do onto others and that we tend to do this a lot. We put unnecessary pressure and expectations onto a certain situation or person because it’s become a very unhealthy learned habit and we break them down instead of allowing them some grace. This isn’t because of personality it’s because of conditioning over the years that others played the guilt card and when you’re an Empath it’s easy to begin to get played on the basis of emotion. “You must because” or your ability to choose gets taken away. A lot of people like to respond and say “well, you can say no”! Actually, no you can’t we say no and it goes pear shaped very quickly usually with their response that is narcissistic, abusive or controlling. We back down and begin to stop fighting back it’s easier to just stay silent, to be a slave and just keep trying to do the right thing under a fear fuelled pressure.

We need to begin to break the cycle of how we manage our expectations and not allow ourselves to automatically revert to a constant pushing for results. Sometimes we need to go with the flow. This is who I was before and under the actions of those who switched me from free-flowing to overactive, I try to not do this to others and you should too. Be aware of how you respond and understand if you are blocked or overactive in your approach. Are you calm or frustrated, collected or about to lose the plot? Well, take a minute and step back from it and ask yourself “How am I responding?” tell yourself honestly the “why” and begin to deal with it. Life doesn’t happen on our watch, it happens as it does, it’s how we respond to it that really counts.

I hope you all enjoy your happy Saturday xx

June 21, 2019June 21, 2019

I Am Your Source.

Before you read on I want to add this in, I personally believe the one divine creator is God. Now you may believe something different but I do believe we can agree that there is one ultimate being who is good and kind. It is my personal experience, I’ve seen what I’ve seen and can’t change that and I know what truth has been revealed to me. I also know this is something we can’t take that away from each other. I know the whole spiritual realm seems to be either far fetched, evil mystical or only good based on a certain faith, but no one chooses this and I know now, we are gifted with it. I also believe it connects us. This is so much more than what spiritualism etc has been portrayed or used for, this is the bigger, real, every day picture.

So, if you want to be encouraged read on —

It’s been an interesting morning spiritually and I wanted to share with all what has been taking place over the last 24 hours. It’s amazing how we are entering into existence when we finally learn to be connected to our higher self. This lesson starts from yesterday afternoon, I was on my way to do the kindy pick up and I began to have a somewhat comedic but cute thought about myself as a bumble bee and I was dancing upon a sunflower. Strange, odd and completely relevant. I had received a reading from another person later that day and I have been given the Cosmic Flower. I didn’t make any correlation at the time but I had received the answer I was looking for unwittingly before the actual reading was revealed. It’s a process to learn to dig deep into my visions and learn from them, understand, process them and acknowledge their validity.

In short, this Cosmic Flower I had received activates our remembrance of the place we call home – the core from which we pour our magnificence out into the world. It didn’t mean too much to me then as I hadn’t put the vision to the reading together. It was encouraging and interesting at the least at that moment. Well, fast forward to today, I came home from kindy drop off, finished a phone call and was weighed down by anxiety. My heart could not stop hurting. So I decided it was time to meditate and dig deeper into what was going on and find the answers I needed. Needless to say, it took me a long time to really relax and focus on my morning meditation, so after really trying to hone into what was happening inside me I decided it was time to write it out if thinking deeply wasn’t going to get this healing process started.

Suddenly it was like the vision and the reading clicked together in my mind and it made so much sense. I realised I was the bee but this time it was God who I had to seek as he was always my Cosmic Flower. I began to see spiritually, that I was sitting and around me was like a tornado wall of fire and it would just circle around me, I began to see the colour orange as well. Orange represents fire and expanding energy. It was like all these pieces were forming together, that I finally was clear on what was going on inside me. Then I heard a voice, it said: I am Your Source. It has been repeating itself over and over and I can’t believe how deeply this resonates with me.

Know you have the background let me put this all together. I am the cause of my own pain and anxiety, I chose my own “power” over Gods ability. He is our source which means when I need to do something, He is the one powering me with all ability. This has given me so much as peace as I’ve come to learn of who I am and as I embrace my gift. I resisted my true self for song long in fear of what I would become but again God has reminded me I would never turn to evil or be as people would call me, I am given a gift from him to help others and He alone is the source to my power, He provides all I need as I need it.

WOW.

I am humbled by this increase in generosity and freedom I know accept into my life. I reminded gently a God transforms me into something new, something I’ve always been and someone who is not evil but good. He knows what he is doing and that no one can tell me who I am or what I am or what I do is right or wrong because God has told me that it is from Him. So today, if you struggle as I do to embrace your true nature, do it because God wants you to know you are his, He is your source and He only gives good gifts. If He has given us these good gifts no one can take them away unless we decide to hide them. Then we will be at war with ourselves internally causing things like anxiety, stress, heartbreak. Remember the ultimate divine being is our source, what more could we want or ask for! He will teach us and guide us and all we need is in Him. No games or tricks are required to hone into who you are and use your gift because you are already connected and well equipped. All we need to do is acknowledge Gods our Cosmic Flower and we will be so grounded and centred. HE WILL PROVIDE ALL THINGS. Not some, select or maybe, but ALL THINGS. He knows our needs. He is our grand creator after all.