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I will give you everything, 100% in every area of need and yet when I need you, where are to meet me. How can they say that I am needy or high maintenance when all I do is give and all they do is receive. How come they can turn on me at any given moment whether I speak the truth or joke around. I am constantly under attack and the more I look in detail up close as they do I begin to see this pattern of abuse. Clothed in lies and false pretence, here I am alone, honest and whole in love. Yet I do not receive this.

Why is it so hard for you to love me, to give me what I know I deserve. To give your whole being to me, to give me 100%. Is this a breach of trust or string of disappointments? I would know this because you do this me too. Not just you but many have let me down and failed. The conquest they seemed so ready, they didn’t bother to prevail. So here I am waiting for someone to arise, who will love me wholly, completely from sundown to sunrise.

Again, once more to live my life day in and out with you, is the greatest dream I have ever dreamt and yet is to come true. So again I hope once more whoever reads will prevail, in their conquest of love and life. Let them be the wind that fills your sails and you would be forever more their provider fulfilling every desire. To give and receive, we couldn’t work within loves rules any other way. We must always abide by them, respect everything it has to say.

Trust me when I tell you, it is better to give than it is to receive because when you give you succeed, succeed in sacrifice, something no one wants to do, but how can we receive it if no one gives of them self for it. How can love exist if it we fail to bring it into existence, the power lies within out action.